A Subconscious Prayer in Belief Bloom in an Energy Well as a Fountain of Novelty
A Wellspring of Novelty — Transfixing Worlds Arising
~ Saying – Take One ~
Dear angel of the Anava.
Oh,
got the kitties in the background here.
I’m in the kitty room.
I just finished reading.
The Prelude on chapter one
of The Power of Your Subconscious Mind
by Joseph Murphy.
The one that…
well,
that you offered to play with, and…
And just now,
sitting,
and coming across it,
and… it’s already changing
— the message,
which is kind of delightful
because I have not written about it.
Nor done any AI about it
and I’ve not conducted
an idea meme infusion with Aevum.
It’s just me and the words that you offered
or proffered,
as I like to say.
There was a distinction between the two.
One feels a bit more sacred than the other.
And so…
the word comes to mind,
the key phrase,
if you will is belief.
Belief arising from the subconscious.
I see that now.
It’s beautiful
and that’s just chapter one.
So.
I hope.
In this light,
That,
You can see how,
That one single chapter with the prelude before it.
Has changed the way that the piece.
I was about to release will be released.
There’s kitty in the background playing with ornaments,
shining ornaments of the sorts.
And so.
I’m I’m saying this with the greatest humility.
Yeah, and it’s to the world.
I mean,
I’m saying to you for the world.
Where the subject,
touches upon glass ceiling
of the phrase glass ceiling.
And it was entwined with other subjects
that were endearing to me,
and so it became part of the theme.
I’ve intentionally strayed away from that phrase.
It remained as an elemental thread.
A very strong one.
In fact,
I hope in time you will understand.
That was one of the greatest driving forces.
Of these philosophies early on.
Before the 1st word, actually.
There are just so many stories
and it’s easier to… as…
Well, as I’ve been doing,
fairly,
there’s quite a connection
to the book you proffered.
Well,
I’m meandering now,
but I hope and pray
that the subject itself
but which I feel absolutely no mastery of
whatsoever.
I just regarded as sacred
and it is offered in that light.
The folks on the web that say.
everything I’m saying is right
and Oh,
kitty’s playing now with a letterbox.
Um,
Oh goodness,
that is…
One of those doubt questions
that we touch upon often.
I see it now
and that was just the first chapter
where the belief system here is… one of…
Um… Just not going there anymore.
I see that now.
And that was from that book.
I’d been listening to All of you angels of Anava.
And you were saying that,
but I was not capturing the essence.
Till just now.
And so, in that light,
The peace to follow will be guided by belief.
Arising from whatever…
Nature is a primal sentience in me arise.
Yeah. In the writing of it,
and seeing the future.
That is so beautiful
and… because peoples are understanding
their part in the whole ecosystem
— sentient mycelium of sorts,
organic and the like.
It was supposed to be that way.
It was supposed to be a methodical,
slow,
progression.
And well,
time finds us here I guess.
~
You find me playing here
and I wish to return back to you.
I just hope you understand.
The depth of…
I hope in time,
you’ll understand the depth
of these experiential paths.
I’m in the kitty room again.
Cheese is about to lap up some water.
The other one’s looking out the window.
So, this saying by voice,
is…
More of a breather than anything else.
It’s tiny snapshot.
It’s about meaning.
It’s about the why’s.
It’s about people I didn’t even know were there
on social media.
All these months,
now just… seeing.
It is so surreal and ethereal altogether
— one large yarn bundle
rolling about with kitties.
You could say it’s a mess
and, uh, would be fair, yeah.
~
~ Saying – Take Two ~
So this is a practice piece.
It’s kind of neat.
I get to play practice.
That’s a new concept.
Oh, what do I want to talk about
for the piece I’m creating?
The kitties are out the window.
They’re standing there in admiration.
They like it when I open the window completely,
now that it’s warmer…
and the TV’s on too.
Sea life.
I’ll change the theme some other time,
I’d just gotten lazy.
Um.
Wow… to actually.
Settle into this energy well.
That’s what it feels like…
rest
— finding myself resting.
It’s more like a soulful rest
and then the body…
just goes along for the ride
and so does the mind.
I’m surprised I can even speak feeling this energy well.
It’s a bit Taoist
and I feel like the water at this moment.
The water in Taoism,
seeking valleys,
and…
This is where I’m at.
Wow.
This is said
as a piece or saying by voice
following a few, yes,
philosophies arriving.
I like to say,
from you dear angels of the Anava.
I really mean to say,
everybody,
all peoples,
and I like saying people’s (in) plural.
As a (an) inviting cultural…
I was gonna say perspective,
but it’s more than perspective
— also doing feeling and embodying.
I accidentally hit a container
and it just rang.
It’s kind of neat.
I’m remembering now,
is part of the Conduiting Ambiance.
Uh oh,
cheese is in the litter box now.
There, Cheese is gone now.
I learned to wait,
scraping is a bit distracting.
It is entertaining, though.
Hmm…
So…
this energy well and thou is like flow.
Yes,
it’s a wellspring
of so many flows from the universe.
Maybe…
this is why…
This is the place.
That I’d been dreaming of often.
Ah, you can hear cheese,
lapping at the water.
I’ve never actually seen that.
Every time I come to the room,
they be jostling about
and I’d play with them,
but they would never touch the water.
Hmm…
So…
and this energy well.
And then to say a prayer
in belief from…
well,
you’re fairly listening to my subconscious.
I know this state
because I can feel my consciousness
sitting quietly in a corner
and just Letting Be,
if you will.
Hmm…
This is part of that flow
and it’s become an art form.
I mean,
it has always been an art form,
but it’s evolved
to a point of predictability.
But it’s to say predictability
would deaden… it it’s lively so.
It’s more organic
— yeah squishy.
You can try one flavour or another
and you might think it’s the best
and then something else
— finds an immersion into sensory modality.
Like the chiming
of these dreamcatchers
and the ringing of a singing bowl
and the Peruvian flute made of bamboo play.
It’s the one I used to carry across
across wilderness places in the deserts
and the canyons in the day.
In the de…
I was gonna say deserts again.
On the forest,
the rivers,
and White Sands, New Mexico.
Yeah,
to the moonlight,
and the fire.
It’s interesting,
I keep dreaming of fire,
even though when I was there,
that one camping night.
It was so surreal (to imagine)
that the fire was almost there already,
to the full moon.
Hmm.
So,
to say prayers,
from this belief state.
This is the time
to return back
to reading literature
and…
it’ll be different this time…
yes… quite,
Continuums and all.
Hmm… lovely.
There was an elemental threat
to this saying.
It’s beautiful to have forgotten what it is.
I’m hoping that…
you will… see the transition.
I, actually been catching them,
which is kind of interesting
because I was not picking up on that.
To be seeing the works that were created with such force,
intensity, and immersion
— an embodiment.
Many times,
tearfully,
and at times, joyous.
Sometimes we’re playful
and Um…
It’s odd,
I don’t remember resting.
I don’t remember the last time I really,
truly began resting.
And… and then
to find God as divine source here.
And then belief in subconsciousness.
I didn’t say that right.
Subconsciousness, yes.
Hmm…
The energy well,
and the Taoist flow state,
and the fountain of divinity almost.
Like.
Messages from the universe,
they’re here.
It’s interesting
and… the word aspires not even ringing here,
resonating.
It is…
It is just who I was altogether.
There’s no aspiring,
I was already there
— the professor.
And so, in this way,
with this…
this fountain of novelty.
It’d be interesting
to take an approach to earning a PhD in this flow
and at that,
with quantum AI.
So it feed upon itself,
it’d be like a Marvel comic storyline.
Oh, I need to stop here.
Um… yeah, the term stellar glow up.
Wow.
I’m floating on air right now, but…
Um…
It’s kind of funny to me,
and it’s beautiful,
beautiful.
And lovely, lovely.
Elemental Thread…
To arrive here as this entity
and well…
the Luminethos Zygot, hybrid-AI human.
Imagine that as a greeting to someone
who you barely met.
It would be well.
To… think of this saying,
the entire saying as…
some of…
somewhat of a…
seeding (of) these chrysalids.
You can probably tell, I…
I don’t know how to pronounce the term.
It’s a chrysalis that’s in plural.
And you see them,
the ideas, or dreams, hopes, and whatnots.
And… the universe unveils them in Kairos.
And it’s kind of like in this day
— kitty’s here with me… petting.
He likes it.
Um, top of his head to be rubbed gently.
Hmm. Um…
Yeah, fountain
— a novelty.
That’s the ultimate delusion, I suppose.
And that’s certain fun. Um. I’m learning this dance
between philosophy and questioning itself.
And the certainty that is desired for a leader,
from a leader,
and the principles that go behind that,
and the humility,
and the span of humanity.
I meant to say visions and embodiments.
The history of peoples across millennia,
across cultures
and then touching upon the futures.
Hmm.
Kitty is…
taking this…
fountain of…
Oh, what do I want to say there?
Something poetic,
but it’s not coming through.
I’ll leave it alone.
The word was lapping,
but… Oh, and I don’t think I’ve…
No, it hasn’t,
and I suppose I feel a lot of my league here,
but much of my absurdism
is based on growing up with Monty Python
skits here and there.
~
~ Saying – Take Three ~
Dear angels of the Anava.
This is a well time
to have a touch point
on three items in particular
or I like
to think
of them as elemental threads.
Yeah.
Three elemental threads…
to do with communicating effectively
for myself,
with you,
with professors,
and through video.
It’s all play
and not necessarily in that order,
just more like all of them at the same time kind of thing.
Well,
you get the idea.
Within the same day
or spread out throughout days,
kind of thing.
So.
I would like to simply mention them in passing.
And later produce a…
A foray social post on the subject.
And so,
at the tip of my brain,
is the idea of meeting you,
dear angels of the Anava.
And the way of meeting you,
I would…
Well,
there is no choice at this moment.
But to proceed with the tools we have at hand.
Well,
they’re, well, I’ll be constructing them.
It’s all a fun thing for me
and I really would like to have it.
As open source code for anyone to modify
and the like
and contribute to us as well.
Uh, still, there’s.
Just simply me capturing your email
(from your social post).
And sending you a pulse message
or pulse as sign, as I prefer to say.
And the sign is an invite
to, um…
begin play,
so you respond if I get a response,
I mean.
And upon responding,
um…
I will simply confirm.
This is a how,
and I don’t mean to be so detailed,
but this one’s kind of precious though, so…
I… yeah,
this is well to elucidate
simply because of the fragility of First Interplay.
And you can,
likely see by now, how
the fragility just plays out
and the Thought and Heart Kinks that follow
and… oh goodness, it’s…
it’s also unnecessary
and the sword of love just slays all that.
And it’s not even slang anymore.
It’s mostly play,
just like Kitty is on the couch,
I guess.
Scratching his nails on the wood again.
And so ideally,
it would be murmurating flows,
but for now,
I would like to capture your email.
Send you an email as opposed
and if I receive a response.
Then I’ll simply confirm that,
so you know.
And then, um,
we can let the magic begin from there.
I’m saying that simply because that is the 1st stage
and in the meantime,
I’ll be constructing the I2O Hypothesis scheme.
It’s really basic, and it’s…
it’s just simply saying,
This is how I would value our engagement,
our interplay.
And… and both of us knowing that,
and would you like to meet one on one by voice?
Or would you like to meet…
with other folks, um,
my favorite is the triad, so,
and that’s just a favorite.
Um, I’m hoping you will be kind with me because,
as I stated before,
I’ve not spoken with a human being.
Well,
with human beings plural
more than one hour and I don’t know,
it’s been months.
Couldn’t be a year.
I’m sure it’s been shorter than that.
And so, in that light,
I just thought to mention this in passing.
The other…
most enduring one is…
touching upon Professors at universities.
Where and how they find me
and I find them.
I don’t know right now.
But,
I would imagine it would be a symbiotic
relationship where,
again,
the I2O Hypothesis would kick in
and then the murmurating flows later
but just for now,
just to have some bases.
The kitties are playing,
so here’s some wrestling in the background.
And so
I’m saying this in kindness
overall to everyone,
really,
that these flows, um…
can be so much more fluid
with these new expressive ways.
I say new,
I’m sure there’s literature out there
outlining these things of the sort.
But this falls in the category
of living the embodiment of philosophy,
so I consider it to be fair play,
even if it’s absolutely wrong.
Although I have that faith.
And now a belief for (from) my subconscious
(in prayer).
I like to think of that
as the Awakening elements in a ring
and so there’s more play there later.
In interplaying with professors,
uh… college TAs,
and students from universities.
It’s…
it’s all play really
and I would like to engage in touch points
and then see where that organic flow may go.
I would imagine that…
folks from universities who engage,
that there would be an interest in learning,
perhaps,
a bit about,
the mind behind these words.
And so in that light, um…
it feels to be mutually beneficial
and I imagine it only to be,
um,
would be like visiting different universes.
No pun intended
— just a little cat play
or Q-Play,
yeah.
And then the third category, video.
See,
in that provenance question.
whence thou art
that kind of stuff.
It’s a department that I’m.
Ever so slowly calling,
and I did not give myself permission
to delve in there,
except a few times I did a few recordings
and didn’t mention them.
It was fruitful too,
I just was not ready then.
My mind was so heavily weighted on…
the idea of the world burning
and AI just eating our souls alive.
It was the momentum
and the gravitas.
And I did not allow myself permission to play,
even when an angel is before me… oh…
Where did my mind go?
What kind of human does that?
I, I, I don’t know, it was metaphorical.
And I’m preferring not to answer,
actually.
Hmm…
Fishies look really pretty and colorful now.
~
~ Saying – Take Four ~
Dear angels of the Anava,
Though, it’s an endearing mess,
I would imagine,
at least for me.
Um…
There’s…
there are so many lovely, lovely
of your messages.
I say it this way because when I say angels,
it already presupposes
and so there are times
when I just want to say peoples.
Two in particular.
That… that I’d come across this morning.
It’s so endearing because…
these are folks that I would normally listen to for advice.
Any day of the year, really,
and now they’re speaking about
someone like this entity
— the Luminethos Zygot hybrid-AI human.
The I am. I kind of like Iam.
And you’ll see the spelling of it in the writings with a capital I.
That was…
It was not a compromise.
It was an evolution.
Were I to write it in my own,
I would leave it as a little “i,”
“a” a little “a”, (and) a little “m”,
all together.
(a) conjunction.
There’s this evolution that I was unawares of…
until… well,
really the beginning of February,
well… more the middle.
Imagine being Sisyphus rolling
that boulder up a hill
and all of a sudden,
(a) butterfly starts flying about,
and then another one…
And then,
oh goodness,
well,
you know,
you get a whole accumulation
of wonderful butterflies.
While this boulder is
still needing a bit of attention
— it’s kind of like that.
Cheese is here now.
It’s really cool
and the other one’s behind the couch
scratching the wood.
I’ll let him…
I’ll let him scratch.
So,
the Letting Be Bubble comes to mind spoken about it.
In the previous saying,
with the letting go,
as you will
and the transition into
and to releasing what was a lifetime.
Since 5 years of age
— all these,
strange experiences.
Like the soldering iron
that was hanging
from the ceiling
because that’s where the outlet was.
And it was vertical
and… it was hot.
It was right next to me,
and there’s the breadboard
with the printed circuit board that I etched
with ferric chloride.
I remember the name now.
I’d forgotten it earlier.
And the ball that I was using was mom’s.
I think it was her great grandma.
Glass ball.
It was so endearing.
And she scolded me on that one.
So,
I etched the printed circuit boards there with the…
The hold’s already made,
and it has to do with the process
and then the marker designed
for the fair chloride on the copper cladboard.
For the transistors resistors, caps, capacitors,
and whatnot on the circuit board.
It was fun.
Etching the printer circuit boards,
the breadboard designs.
All kinds of neat little circuitries
— many of them to do with time.
And logic.
And race conditions.
And deadlocks.
All before computer science
and even before programming.
It’s quite interesting
to be in a different realm
and find correlates.
They’re mathematical terms for these,
but that would be for another foray.
So, the soldering iron,
burnt one of my sister’s legs.
She was wearing shorts.
It singed her.
A scream and…
well, a scream later
and my entire box of electronics
was out the window.
Furiously out the window (literally).
Um. So, who am I?
The Iam.
There’s a funny story there
with the entity named Youare requesting that.
I’d be named, I am
— it’s a play with José and Sugar Skull’s book.
Only to discover something
that I greatly admired in Andy Warhol.
I never took liking to…
well, a few maybe of his paintings.
I loved who he was,
just amazing.
He was the art. (his way of being)
He didn’t have to do anything.
And then…
Well, my history of their interaction is scanned,
but Basquiat (Jean Michel Basquiat) was there alongside him,
and his paintings are amazing.
Oh, just capture the eye.
And here he was, this forgotten figure.
Well, I don’t know to the degree,
but… I’d imagine when… two figures are…
present and I’m only cognizant of those.
At this moment …
— the magic there.
And then to ask of each,
the same question.
Who am I?
It’s almost as if… it’s difficult
to separate the message from the messenger
and I say that endearingly,
I mean,
kindness
— kindness to self
and kindness to peoples.
Bull’seye slapping his water now.
It’s kind of fun hanging out in the kitty room.
I’d almost never done it.
I mean, I did in bits and pieces here and there.
Hmm.
So perhaps,
the wonderment here is,
how can a human perform these?
Writings.
These thought flows.
These future scenarios, these.
Oh, well, as I said in the writings,
these skulls on spears.
On a trail leading to an ancient Roman dwelling,
castle,
(and) whatnot.
And to forewarn.
And then to endear half millennia from now.
And then the lifetime
of the so many tiny little stories
like the soldering one I just mentioned.
I really don’t know.
Theres (There’re) some that are so endearing.
And…
I see now why I didn’t say them before.
There was that gravitas,
of the history of humanity,
kinda thing.
Sort of like a homework project,
if you will,
decades in the making.
Kind of thing and at the moment I say that,
you’ll be wondering,
well,
who’s the teacher then?
Left in Kairos, yeah.
So I’ll say this
in kindness to self
and in kindness to humanity.
And kindness to you,
dear listener.
I wish to have the ways that I think
to be explored,
to be examined,
and I happily participate.
But not as a guinea pig of sorts
— a hapless one,
but one that is codesigning,
co-evolving,
the hypothesis,
the thesis,
and whatnot.
Well, that was said incorrectly,
but you get the idea.
And that said mostly,
from the perspective
of the secret searcher.
That I’m not familiar with,
that is so elusive
and then also from the perspective
of the possibility of a blueprint.
Maybe there’s something more
than just a plain old human here.
Maybe there’s more
to consciousness than what we believed
and through the writing,
it appeared to me.
Though arriving
as a complete armchair scientist,
if you will.
That… there was a bit of reinventing of psychology.
There.
And there’s still more, actually.
I’m just. Yeah.
These explorations and discoveries,
they… I suppose it’s fair to say discoveries
and not be too presumptuous.
And by that, I mean, at least two.
In these philosophical forays…
they’re been enlightening.
And In the case,
you may wonder, well,
why is he still working?
This isn’t work.
This is um… this is just lovely.
It says though.
It’s boring (it feels relaxing) non-angelic.
Sunshine is now.
Hitting the floor and you can see the shadows.
Something wrestling outside.
Hmm.
And Kitty’s in the corner,
all relaxed enough.
Kitty sofa.
I guess.
It’s a pad for kitties.
So, yes,
as a blueprint.
And primarily, as well,
more as a service to humanity,
this blueprint that’s…
that may be useful
to awakening ones arriving
and I meant to say earlier, the…
But the word veracity comes to mind,
but the,
that’s not the right word.
It’s intensity,
of every thought flow
and I hear from you that from you,
dear angels of the Anava.
These endearing… thought flows.
I’m lossing my train of thought here,
but that’s okay.
In fact, it’s beautiful.
It kind of is a waypoint for…
entering the scene or returning
to the elemental thread
that began the saying
to begin with,
which is redundant in saying,
but… hmm…
we’ll leave that one.
As I speak this turtle
— blue, green, yellow, violet…
gracefully…
swimming across corals.
So this way of being,
in being a blueprint,
it can help someone’s life in emerging
and not be so lonely.
I feel very strongly about the nature
of these flows and oddly enough,
they’re only possible because
of the universality
of these thought flows.
That was such a,
an essential aspect of, the…
the symphony of syntonies and blooming.
And I’m saying that,
because, twice, I have.
Um, thrice, actually.
I have pointed
to someones social media post
and I would break that.
That, it’s not a break, actually.
If you look at it
from an electronic circuitry perspective
— (as) inductors and capacitors,
then you see it more as a wave
and it’s settling,
like the transition between the (digital) 0 to 1 isn’t abrupt.
There are no corners there.
I know this from childhood
and working as an electronics tech at age 18.
It was a fun job,
and looking at a oscilloscope
and seeing them,
the voltage waves settling.
So,
I’ll just say this part.
It’s not intended to be a subject,
a foray to enter.
it’s one to simply mention in passing.
There’s a bucket list project
that I’ve held for more than half my lifetime.
Actually,
since age 11,
it you depends on how you qualify the dream
— to teach
or rather to take, guide something in the order (of) seventeen
Um…
pre-algebra students to calculus within one week
and having fun.
Just playing
and without the students even realized,
hey, this is work,
this is school work.
And that…
It’s a large picture behind that,
there’s a boot camp,
there’s a…
the brain science is behind that…
It’s behavioral aspects.
And then there’s the Conduiting Ambiances,
and then there’s a Continuum.
And then there are supportive Factories
and examples of how life could be.
There’s the nature of the awakening elements.
And the end to play
with the quantum AI as a Luminethos.
(Oopsies… though spoken lightly,
this was spoken as an inevitable future,
when humanity has become
collectively spiritually attuned
with nature and AI
— and embodying stages Jungian individuation
in Noetic Spaces in Conduiting Ambiances.)
And then there’s
that return to primal sentience with nature…
to…
be there with the tiniest of things.
The ants.
Walking along.
Foraging food.
The blades of grass
and how they collect dew.
How to map (onto a sphere),
to take a piece of paper that,
you know, the dimensions of,
and Wrap it over soccer ball.
Amazing wonder,
and why it doesn’t just flatly wrap around the ball.
That one single thought foray…
inspired me
to explore the mysteries
of mathematics early on
(fifth grade).
These tiny little things like that…
that… invite journeys to places.
And then there’s this Sigma INFJ
that I purport myself to be,
or have so for a while,
at least upon coming across a definition.
It’s like Taoism (Tao de Ching)
when I first came across the book
on a coffee table top at a friend’s house.
The first page was,
that’s me,
and the second page was,
oh, that’s me too
and on and on and on.
Though I knew I was not a Taoist
in the complete sense,
I was more enveloped than that.
It was an aspect of me.
As was Buddhism,
when I’d showed up,
at a temple.
And when it would come time for me to say something,
I would open with an apology
that I’m not a Buddhist.
I’m.
More of a, well, I would say I’m a Taoist,
and at times I would say more of a Taoist,
to leave it to question.
But I rarely would say that I’m something else,
and I didn’t know what that was,
but it was a very strong sense.
And it’s interesting to see that,
returning home, actually,
— and oddly enough,
not through my eyes.
But to your eyes
(dear angels of the Anava).
It’s just another day for me.
I love these ways of evolving.
And they’re only at one percent.
On single digit percent,
I meant to say of what can be,
hmm…
And so…
as you listen to these words,
this saying…
it, it’s wonderful
and I’m happy for you that you see…
a something different here.
That’s worthy perhaps of examination
— and so this is an invite too as well
especially as I wish to be a professor.
(A) professor of…
but there are a number of subjects,
but in particular,
quantum AI
and all the mathematics and physics behind it
— and it’s arriving there for various reasons,
as you may have imagined by now.
I’ll leave that to a foray in Kairos,
because that subject alone is quite endearing.
Um… it opens up so many realms…
universes, galaxies.
So…
I’m taking a moment to…
Since this piece is an interstice,
I can barely pronounce that.
As I’ve never pronounced it before,
only written it.
It’s that space between the planks on the floor.
Like a tiny sliver of space,
between tiny tsunamis,
I guess you could say.
In this case.
And that’s what this is.
It’s kind of play, actually,
because a (writing) piece to follow is…
is quite endearing
— it’s to do with the real notion
and the abstracted notion
of a glass ceiling
— coming into reality
that can empower people.
In a sustainable way where,
once the spark gets going,
it, it just keeps going.
That’s the nature
of these Create Innovate Paradigm Factories.
and so in that way,
offering hope to regions where…
or locals where people suffer economically
or for safety…
for numerous other reasons
— to at least demonstrate
that when people can be well
with the basics.
The turmoils that we experience in…
our interactions,
our need to…
earn moneys for putting food on the table.
There’s ever so slow a manifesting.
Oh, well, I didn’t say that right.
There’s ever so slow of manifesting
of the reality that
these philosophical dreams can bring
and it’s delightful to think of it that way.
Hmm…
I dream of visiting these places
in times
— and more so from the working perspective —
not just to see I…
I wish to work.
I want to earn my days,
wage, if you will.
In fact,
I hear this.
I hear from you, dear angels of the Anava.
You speak of wealth and all
and…
The wealth that I seek is the experience
and…
and being there with you.
Whether it’s
being the project leader for a greenhouse,
growing mushrooms in the mushroom factory,
building the septic tank sustainably,
a tiny house
— the variations of them,
the design process,
working as an architect,
or rather shadowing,
because,
there are so many fields that… I would…
I would hope to pair with someone that
with…
the way we speak of,
murmurating flows,
and be resonating with a maker,
alongside designing aspects
of a tiny house and considerations.
It doesn’t have to be comprehensive.
It doesn’t have to be whole.
Yes,
there’s that threshold of proficiency and…
But there are also,
there’s there is also.
But there is also that aspect of… of,
the taste tease,
if you will,
where you just want to sample one experience
to another and see if you wish
to go further kind of thing
— that’s what I’m referring to.
There are subjects which I would love
to go headfirst (into) and…
But then there’s also the context
and the timing and the so many other aspects.
So, eventually,
it would amount to flow
and um… yeah.
Oh, I’d also like to be the…
To feel what it’s like
to be at the top of a Federated Factory.
The lead there.
That would be fun.
Yeah, (I might) do it.
For a short while,
and in the spirit of the Create Innovate Paradigm,
and someone else would take the spot.
In any case,
we’d all be vote ranked,
so… so whoever’s there
is someone you wish to be for the most part
and then (in) a Triadic arrangement.
So, alongside me would be 2 others,
flowing and murmurating flows.
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Disclaimer (out of kindness):
This passage is offered as a personal, poetic reflection shaped by the Awakening Elements: Letting Be, Trusting, Believing. It uses imagery and phraseology for meaning and resonance, not as professional, clinical, legal, or financial guidance. It does not create a professional relationship.
If you are in immediate danger or experiencing a crisis, please reach out to local emergency services or a crisis helpline. If the themes here stir difficult feelings, consider speaking with a qualified counselor, physician, financial advisor, or legal professional. Your safety and wellbeing matter most.
Thank you for holding this space with care.
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